Last
year I wrote about a sleep paralysis experience I had, see: http://hpanwo-voice.blogspot.co.uk/2015/03/sleep-paralysis-and-shadow-people.html.
I am struck by sleep paralysis regularly, on average about once a month,
usually when I'm in a light sleep, in the early morning or when I'm napping.
It's very common and a well understood neurological disorder. It's caused by
the mechanisms in the body of sleep and wakefulness overlapping. There's a
function in our brain which paralyses the skeletal muscles when we fall asleep;
this prevents us from physically moving in the way we do in our dreams. When
this is not working people sleepwalk. Sometimes when we wake up, this
paralysing mechanism continues to work when it shouldn't, leaving us wide awake
but unable to move. For me this involves just a few minutes of discomfort every
so often, but occasionally I experience additional phenomena, like the black
hooded figure I saw at my bedside that I describe in the above link. Last
Saturday it happened again. I was staying with Ustane at her house near
Nottingham and was asleep in her bed as usual. I awoke with early morning light
shining in through the window. I recognized the usual symptoms of sleep
paralysis; I couldn’t move any part of my body except my eyes, I couldn’t speak
and I couldn’t awaken properly. I then saw a figure standing by the bed on the
far side. It looked like a small thin woman wearing a dark blue dress. She had
black hair tied up tightly in buns. She had a pale face with thin lips and
small eyes. She was leaning over to her right with her arms hanging by her
sides and she trembled as if suffering a seizure. I eventually managed to awaken
fully and the apparition vanished. Ustane was nowhere to be seen. We had gone
to bed together at about eleven PM the night before, but she had later got up
and moved to the spare bed in her daughter’s room. This was not uncommon
because I sometimes snore loudly and she finds it difficult to sleep next to me
as a result. I left the house before she woke up because I had to catch an
early bus to Nottingham. I was heading for the coach station because I was travelling
to Manchester for the REPCON conference, see: http://hpanwo-voice.blogspot.co.uk/2016/02/repcon-mc.html;
I don’t know if there’s a connection there, seeing as discussion of sleep
paralysis came up during the event’s proceedings. Strangely it was not until
the afternoon that I remembered what happened that morning, and there was
another peculiar postscript. After the conference on Monday morning I returned
to Ustane’s place and she told me something very interesting. The reason she
had moved to the other bedroom on Friday night was not because of my snoring;
it was because I had woken her up in the middle of the night and told her: “There’s
a Chinese lady standing over you beside the bed!” I don’t remember this
incident during the night and I’m certain the experience I’ve related took
place in the morning just before I woke up. So did I have two visions during my
sleep that night?
See here for additional background: http://hpanwo-voice.blogspot.co.uk/2011/12/benylin-and-sleep-paralysis.html.
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